I remember that whole day, so clearly. so descriptive, so detailed. i remember wearing that gray & black animal printed dress from Pac Sun. i remember watching transformers in 1st period. i remember physically fighting my bestfriend in the hallway during passing period. khristina manivanh. i remember you accusing me of starting shit with her. i remember spending the next two periods in the library. i remember the teachers saying i couldn’t go back to class. i remember hella 7th & 8th graders visiting me. i remember crying, cos hella hair got pulled out. i remember mr. picolli letting me do whatever i want. i remember calling emily, to ask her if i can go to her work. i remember spending an hour with Eliza & Claire. i remember cleaning out the remains in my locker. i remember letting the girls hold the bear Jamie gave to me in November ‘08. i remember saying goodbye to ms. pruzan’s 1st block. i remember when YOU came up to me in the hallway, next to my locker… grabbed me, then kissed me. i remember the taste of your mouth. sweet, like candy. i remember that scent, your love. i remember going to DT, having Jamie & the guys call me on my way there. i remember everyone texting me, asking me everything about the fight. i remember telling emily about the whole thing. i remember meeting up with last year’s 8th graders and eating at cheesecake factory. i remember hearing about Ashley & April’s incident. i remember walking around DT with all my favorite 8th graders. i remember going to game works, taking pictures. i remember going to pacific place & watching UP with all the favorites & etc. i remember going to mansfield’s house afterwards & everyone playing spin the bottle truth or dare. gahd, memories, but the one thing that made my day was you. your unexpected kiss. that spark, your love. it’s ridiculous on how quickly everything can change. no longer are we in love, now- our love’s lost. no longer am i close with all of those 8th graders, who are now- freshmen. no longer do i kick it with them, talk to them. no longer do i hate my bestfriend, yet i wish that incident hadn’t happen. no longer do i flirt with Jamie, now- i pity him. no longer do i have the chance to touch your lips, kiss you or have that taste in my mouth again. no longer do i have you, not even least- mentally.

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